Its why my son won't be going to secondary school (high School).

The Primary School people are OK here in the UK, its the Secondary School - they are building an 'Academy' (2000+ kids) far from our home.

We would rather Homeschool .

Your sentiments (if I was writing it would contain more cuss words) are felt all the way here in California. Its enough to bring you to your knees on a regular basis.

I don't know why we are here and why kids are suffering but we will help them. They will get better and our stories will be heard. They are counting on us. We will do this together.

You write beautifully, I am on your side and in your shoes. I am blogging because it is safer and cheaper than Crack, but my rage is simmering right below the surface...I'm with you, we are warriors and we will get the bastards...Alison Myvaccineinjuredchild.blogspot.net

So beautiful and yet so heart wrenching to read.

There are times when words will never suffice and this is one of those times.

Just *KNOW* that WE know the pain. It's why we fight.

God Bless you and your boy,

Kelli

Allison, it's a wonderful piece. So many of us are in the same situation and we know who's to blame. It's not the parents, it's the vaccine junkies doing this to our kids and more to come.

Thank you for your eloquent post Alli. I took a half day off to go to my son's last school day assembly - 2 kids from every class got an award - he was 1 of the kids from his class to get an achievement award. When his name was called he sat beside his helper (another student) with his hands over his ears staring at the floor - he couldn't make it up to the front - the teacher brought the certificate to him. He got the loudest cheer in the room - but he didn't know how to handle it. Every missed opportunity / activity / event / smile / question - it just kills me.

Those who think that the controversy over vaccines and autism will ever just wade away are living in a fantasy world.
The holocaust we continue to make of our children will go down as the worst medical mistake in history.
Who have the proof everywhere.
Anne Dachel
Media editor
 

Yes, I know the anger and the sadness. I attended a similar 'awards ceremony' in June at my son's school. I was so proud of him as he walked up by himself to get his certificate. At 7, this should not be the accomplish of which I am most proud. I'm staring down the barrell of another proud autism mom moment...now that his stomach is much more healed, we begin potty training for BMs...yes, another thing that we have to thank those f*&#ing bastards for.
We should take Mr. Savage to one of our awards ceremonies and he can see how much 'faking' we are doing. Then he can look at our financial statements and see how much we are bilking the gov't for...

Alli-
If I could somehow put a hug in a comment box, I would.
Keep fighting, keep healing.
Our gains came later than most, beyond the 5 year old window.
At 3 we had this video of a Christmas, we broke the bank that year, only to see our ASD son stand in the living room spaced.
His siblings squealing in delight around him.

There is a boy in there.
Trust me.
When we did get language and writing finally
all the stories read and experiences had came tumbling out.
A medal of honor should go to the Moms and Dads who love the kids past the Autism shell.
Who bother to show up for awards day.
Bless you.

Alli-

You write beautifully. I could feel the pain all too familiar. My daughter's high school class is identical. I have lived this moment with you more times thn I can count.

You said--" (Aside from my taking him for his MMR jab, the responsibilty for which I admit, and I am paying for daily)."

There is no way to sugarcoat how many kids have had horrible damage done BUT you (we, parents) did not do this. Taking our kids in for their vaccines was supposedly a good thing, good for them, and what all loving, caring parents were to do. The resonsibility goes to all those who have allowed, continued, minimized, denied, covered up, not cared, received money, and downright lied to promote these biological products that are dangerous and have transformed our babies into injured victims, some whose lives will never be close to normal.

You are not alone in your pain, sadness and anger BUT there are tremendous efforts on the flipside of this catastrophe, trying to heal the children, stop more from being injured, and identify the different avenues for their well-earned day in court, politically and legally.

We are with you--!

Alli, thank you for writing this piece. So often the truth of the situation is overlooked, and the anger stuffed. Reading your post focuses my anger and lights a fire under my ass to keep fighting.

I am so very sorry your son cannot recognize his mommy. I am crying for you and for him, as well as every other child that has been taken from us.

We are all angry at the people who did this to our children. I spent the night writing to sponsors of the Savage Nation. I realized after talking to American Express, Staples, Campbells, Direct Buy, ABC, and many others that we should be saying how offensive Lilly, merck, and others are to us.
As a conservative, I think that Savage did more to help Obama in one night than the campaign has done in the las two years. As much as I am disgusted by what Michael says, as long as we have classrooms as described in this article, we need to educate and use voices like his to help get the word out. He is the third most listened to personality right now. He needs to be educated about the facts in the Autism epidemic. He did not even know about vaccine court.